I feel loved!!

Lots of things in my heart which i wish to pour all out..

I love you, though you do make me pissed about you

but after all the love i have for you it covers all..

I'll always remember "give and take" "forgive and forget"

this two keys are very important in all points in your life..

And of cause i do pissed you off too..

Im sorry!!

Hope you forgive me too..

And i can say that you're really the 1st guy who really treat me so selflessly.

You will always make sure that

all my things are all well prepared before you start with your own things

for example

food, drinks, clothes, etc etc...

And i also thank you for calling me every morning to wake me up

every night before i sleep.

Stay with me when im alone,

take care of me when im sick,

be there when i want to see you,

bring me to where i wish to go,

you will always try not to say "NO",

calling me deary,

cheers me up when im upset,

comfort me when i called you and be like a cry baby,

guide me patiently when i don't know,

talk to me patiently when im stubborn,

Though people might think those are little little things

in a relationship its normal..

But to me its a big big effort

and i appreciates all of them!

Im happy to be with you..

And i know that sometimes im too sticky

but i'll try to change alright?

I LOVE YOU!!!

Finally back to posting

have been super busy+lazy this few months..

Thats part of the reason why i didn't blog.. Hehe..

And my life now is wonderful

I just feel that i've got everything right now.

- Work

- A man that really love me selflessly

- On the way to my cert

I really enjoy my life right now..

And my school is starting on TUESDAY!!

Im excited!!

Sorry for the MIA for so long

for the past months lots of ups and downs.

people can always twist and turn the things they did

and things they said..

They might think that im soft spoken and all

slowly stepping on me.

I think they've already forgotten that im a human too, i'll break down and explode someday too..

Really hope things will get better.

I always thought that if you treat people nice,

people will be nice to you too.

But no!!

Reality is cruel

the nicer you be the worse they'll get

simply throw everything little things to you..

Never even think of the word respect.

(On 22nd May)

I attended Stephanie & Andrew's baby 1st month

Baby Joyston is really cute

she'll bring blessings to you both and family.

(On 12th June)

i attended Mint & Law's wedding

Im so happy for them.

Now all of most of my closest friend got married

and has their own family.

Feel that slowly we're drifting apart

But end of the day im still very happpy for you all!!

I felt so alone..

I’m so sorry

I need to let you know, you are too young for me

you are not that kind of guy i want

really sorry..
I’m a girl who wants a relationship that will lead to marriage
Not going into a relationship, just for the sake of one
I know people might say that I’m too young
But I can say that my thinking is different from others at my age
Maybe it’s because of the friends around me
Are all settled down.
Hope people will understand..
And my only wish is that
My grandparents will be able to attend my wedding day in future!!
And yes sometimes I do neglect them
I do felt guilty
But no matter what
I still love them; appreciate them for what they’ve done for the past years.
Hope that everything will go smoothly..

A very interesting weekend..

Now i got a new freelance job "Filming"

its a very exciting and nervous experience...

My 1st shoot, in a taiwan movie with kelly poon..

Its really fun..

Will update more about it soon..

below link is about the movie

http://ent.sina.com.cn/v/j/2009-04-17/17102478161.shtml

I've just deleted the post about

a woman that i mentioned that is so faked.

Because i've decided to forgive..

I love being kind!!